sometimes
1:50 AM
sometimes..i just hope that someone will listen to me..
bt at times..
i'm just too hard to say out everything in my heart..
its ok if i continue like this..
no one actually cares..
jz put on a smile and they will forget everything..
sometimes i'm just tired being not me..
i dont have a choice..
cz i cant find the real me anymore..
pretending..
makes me lose myself..
as long as they happy??
i wonder when can i be selfish..
but then..
i hope jing wen will come back soon..
the smile can't last forever..
tired to pretend..
i'm just trying my best..
where is the real me?
i am searching..