..falling slowly..

2010-12-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

please visit http://lil-talks.blogspot.com as this site is active no more

toodles

untitled

2010-03-19T01:29:00.003+08:00

how can you be so patient towards me

when I obviously can't give you back any?

which is my next mobile phone?

2010-01-18T14:22:00.005+08:00

call me crazy but i've been looking at mobile phones for the past 1 month

my phone is having problems so it's just the matter of time till i need to get a new phone!

and i'm so confused because there's like..tons of phones in the market now =/

i really like the phone T707

but i was kinda worried cause there's so many bad reviews about it

and yet at the same time,i saw pretty same amount of good reviews~!

so confusing sial ==

then i saw the W595.one of my friend has it and i really l

ike it too

argh..confused.i jz need to continue looking i guess ==

it's 2010!!

2010-01-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

I can't believe how fast time pass

it's like in the blink of an eye,1 whole year has just pass by

it's crazy when I recall everything that has happened during this year

and how fast everything just started and ended.

oh well..it's a whole new year ahead!

it's like a transition year when many friends of mine are going to college

or some are going to university

it's totally a big step in our lives

I've decided that I'm gonna take form6

I can't believe that i'm saying this,but I AM GOING TO 6th FORM..

it's definitely not easy but the future is in my hands

and I have the responsibility towards myself

It's funny that I never thought of my new year's resolution

but I know now..that my goal this year is to:

study real hard and focus on my studies

it's not easy to get excellent results in STPM so it's a must for me

it's a one way ticket and I can never look back again

anyways

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

May this be a great year :)

i wish i don't care

2009-10-20T00:47:00.001+08:00

there had been few stuff bugging me
i'm not saying that only I have problems
just wish I wouldn't care at some of the stuff

note to self:
i can't change what people thinks about me
i can't control how people want to feel about me
i can't stop what people want to say about me
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i can't
i can't
i can't
sometimes i hate that word..
sometimes i just wish i could undo things

SPM is in 28 days
and i can't really concentrate and study with all my heart
damn..

*quote :
"storms make tree takes deeper roots.."

Show me you're here, show me your tears

2009-09-22T01:33:00.004+08:00

Marie Digby's songs are great!!
it's different from her first album though
but it's nice (:

since everyone can just listen to her songs
lets listen to acoustic version
(it's very very good!!)

Marie Digby- Feel

take me away

2009-09-20T03:13:00.000+08:00

trials is finally over(well actually still left one paper)
have been so sleepy throughout the exams

emotional battling this few months
wondering about so many stuff
guess i shouldn't have think too much until SPM is over
just can't help it
and i realized that i'm actually a complicated person
even I don't understand myself sometimes (maybe most of the times)

i'm trying to be a better person you see
i have changed pretty much and i hated me behaving like an ass
still working on it (:

well
anyway
its like 3 something in the morning and i'm suppose to be sleeping
nitez

*fairy please sprinkle me some sleeping dust

silent whisper in my heart

2009-08-27T00:43:00.003+08:00

imy
how far is it from Malaysia?
a thousand miles?
or maybe further?

life's a climb

2009-08-09T01:20:00.004+08:00

starting to feel the pressure
many people are so down these few days
problems problems problems
i wonder when our lives will be a smooth path

ups and downs
the norm of life

it's not easy to stay positive all the time
everybody knows that
but if u give up even before trying to fix it
then what's the use of complaining?
no venture no gain
keep that in mind
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quote
"life is a climb..but the view is great"

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Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away

yea..i'm in the mood of Hannah Montana..never know it's so meaningful?
well me too

you make me crazier

2009-06-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

this song is so nice and sweet! <3

taylor swift- crazier
I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Oh-oh...

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore...or-or...

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Crazier crazier

jing wen's 100 truths tagged by suez

2009-06-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: dad
3. Last text message: sue jin
4. Last song you listened to: gravity by sara barailes
5. Last time you cried: few weeks ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yea
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: um hmm
10. Been depressed: lately
11. Been drunk and threw up: nah..i dun gt drunk ;P

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: mny mny (:
16. Fallen out of love: err..no?
17. Laughed until you cried: yea..hahahaha
18. Met someone who changed you: a few
19. Found out who your true friends were: maybe
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yea..bitches
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha..nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: err..i lost count
23. How many kids do you want to have: depends
24. Do you have any pets: fishes?
25. Do you want to change your name: nah..jing wen is cool :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday: last yr..surprised by friends (:
27. What time did you wake up today: 11 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: facebook and chatting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: SPM to be over!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: jz nw?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my attitude?
32. What are you listening to right now: together by michelle branch
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tommy counted?lol
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my feelings
35. Most visited webpage: facebook,youtube
36. Whats your real name: Cheng Jing Wen (tell me who doesn't know :P)
37. Nicknames: Jingy~,mr cheng's daughter,shortie
38. Relationship Status: single and not really available
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?: SJK(c) Hin Hua
42. Middle School?: SMK Tengku Ampuan Rahimah (STAR)
43. High school/college?: form4,5 - STAR
44. Hair colour: brownish-black (:
45. Long or short: nt long nt short =/
46. Height: 163 cm. (wish i'm taller)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: m.a.y.b.e
48. What do you like about yourself?: me and myself
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: wait til tattoos are nt painful
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never had
53. First piercing: when i was..form..3?
54. First best friend: siew li..(i cn only rmb her )
55. First sport you joined: basketball
56. First vacation: too young 2 rmb la
58. First pair of trainers: forgot..i was young ok ==
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: watch movie
62. Listening to: touch my hand- david archuleta
63. Waiting on: someday to come

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: maybe
65. Get Married?: depends
66. Career?: a job i would love so much and earn alot

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both :D
69. Shorter or taller: taller!!!!
70. Older or Younger: older definitely
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: LOL..both
73. Sensitive or loud: none
74. Hook-up or relationship: life-long relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: wine?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
79. Sex on first date: ==
80. Broken someone's heart: yea
82. Been arrested: i'm a good person (:
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: yea
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeap

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles: yea
88. Love at first sight: yeap
89. Heaven: of course
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: y not
92. Angels: yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no way
95. Did you sing today?: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: form2..to undo things
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i forgot the date..lol
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: i am doing it

100 truths for you :

= ashley babe

= avinash

= ting ting

= shi ying

= naqib

falling slowly

2009-05-16T01:34:00.002+08:00

Falling Slowly - Once soundtrack

this song is..sooo nice!! (dats y i put in my blog XD )
kris allen (american idol) sang this song in one of the performance
it's a reli reli reli great song :)

so american idol's finalist
is.... *drumroll.........*

ADAM LAMBERT

KRIS ALLEN

woooooooo
i love both of them XD
adam is sooo talented
kris is soooo cuteeee and talented!!!
woooooo :P

karnival pandu puteri!! (:

2009-04-26T00:47:00.004+08:00

date:18 April
time:7am-4.30pm
venue:Dataran Kemerdekaan,Shah Alam

ITS KARNIVAL PANDU PUTERI SELANGOR!!

well..
i hv nth much to say except
*fun fun fun

*tonssss of nice food!!
~dey hv satay,hamburgers,muffins,teriyaki(i'm nt vry sure of d name :P)
spaghetti,chicken,icecream,cakes,etc

*soooo much nice drinkssss!!
~ice blended,smoothie,chocolate,mny fruit juice,all types of cold stuff!!

*hot hot hot sun =/
~i gt sunburn n face so red :S

*saw sultan of selangor!!
~i was standing quite close to him..he looks so much younger than i thought

lets cut d crap n see some pics :D

d "playground" made of plastics..dey even hv a clown

all of these are butter cakes!!dey smells damn nice!!n looks so tempting

one of d game stores our sch in charge..n tis are d fishes

d store i m in charge..turn these beads into bracelets!!

d profit v made by d store i'm in charge..(its heavy) XD

(camwhore lovers jing wen n sue jin :D) feel free to see and laugh at our sunburn nose =/

Earth Hour 2009..lets contribute together

2009-03-17T02:14:00.004+08:00

this is the thing
i am sure everyone knows abt this already
its "Earth Hour"
yeap
on 28 of march
by 8.30-9.30pm
do switch off all your lights n electrical devices

do something to help against global warming
every little support could help (:

SPM : the results

2009-03-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

2day (well its suppose 2 b ytrday)
is d day of SPM result!!
was kinda happy cz i saw mny seniors :D
i miss dem muchhhh

so 2day i finally met suresh again
wooooo
he looked diff..
hahaha
kinda miss him cz v used 2 talk abt nonsense in koperasi (:
hw much i miss d old days..lol

n of course my mummy rui wen,marcus,sarah,etc etc
its good 2 see dem again
since mny of dem were smiling n tis yr is our yr 2 die =/

so
congrats to all seniors dat pull through d SPM yr
n of course 2 dem dat achieved good results (:

p/s: NASH if ur reading tis..I'M GONNA ASK ABT UR RESULT!! =D

new skin,new look (:

2009-03-09T02:14:00.002+08:00

hie hie
i noe its been long since i update
i was bz u noe (:

btw like my new skin?
hehehe
i realise tat d old skin has been too old dy
n i loveee tis skin (:

hopes u all like it too
*muaksss

till nxt time..

tagged by nash

2009-02-20T12:42:00.002+08:00

001.Real Name --- Jing Wen
002.Nickname(s) --- Wen Wen,Jing Jing, Mr Cheng's daughter ._.", babe..so mny
003.MANA SOALAN???lol
004.Zodiac sign --- Virgo
005.Male or Female --- Female
006.Elementary --- SJK(c)Hin Hua
007.Middle School --- Smk Tengku Ampuan Rahimah
008.High School --- sama sama
009.College School --- nt yet so old la :P
010.Hair Colour --- Black
011.Long or Short --- Long
012.Loud or Quiet --- campur
013.Sweats or Jeans --- Jeans lar
014.Phone or Camera --- Phona WIF camera :)
015.Health Freak --- Nahhh
016.Drink or Smoke --- Drink maybe =X
017.Do you have a crush on someone --- nope
018.Eat or Drink --- of course la both!!!d best thing in life XD
019.Piercings --- Ears?
020.Tattoos --- not now

FIRSTS:
023.First piercing --- err..wat m i suppose 2 write?lol
024.First best friend --- Siew Li~~stil my BFF
025.First award --- hmmmmmmm..i think is running
026.First crush --- lalalalalalala
027.First pet --- fish counted?
028.First big vacation --- hmmmmmmmmm..4gt dy la
030.First big birthday --- when i was young..lol

CURRENTLY:
049.Eating --- Waiting for lunch
050.Drinking --- haha..yeah~
052.I'm about to --- buy a blade?
053.Listening to --- Say Goodbye-Skillet
054.Plans for today --- gt tuition whole day arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
055.Waiting for --- lunch :S

YOUR FUTURE:
058.Want kids --- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
059.Want to get married --- depends
060.Careers in mind --- so lost..

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068.Lips or Eyes --- both la
070.Shorter or Taller --- of course taller
072.Romantic or Spontaneous --- lelele..dua-dua
073.Nice stomach or Nice arms --- wat a weird quest
074.Sensitive or Loud --- hmmmmm..both
075.Hook-up or Relationship --- Relationship
076.Trouble maker or Hesitant --- ..nope nope

HAVE YOU EVER:
080.Lost glasses/contacts --- nope
081.Ran away from home --- haha..for wat?
082.Held a gun/knife for self defense --- nopee
083.Killed somebody --- LOL..wil any1 say yes when posting tis on9??
084.Broken someone's heart --- hmmmmm..maybe gua
085.Being arrested --- HAHA..i m a good citizen la
087.Cried when someone died --- hvnt experience b4

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089.Yourself --- OF COURSE!!
090.Miracles --- sometimes
091.Love at first sight --- depends
092.Heaven --- Yeap
093.Santa Claus --- haha..i'm nt a kid
094.Tooth fairy --- no
095.Kiss on the first date --- .....

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097.Is there one person you want to be with right now --- lol
098.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life --- nope..nt at all
099.Do you believe in God --- YEAH!!
100.Post 100 truths and tag 10 people ---

U
U
U
U
U
U
U
U
U
U
U
U

comp rosak!!

2009-01-18T02:23:00.001+08:00

well..
i wanna update abt twilight stuff bt my computer spoil dy
for d duno hw mny million times..
yea =/
so tat explains y i didnt update
apart frm d fact dat i m lazy =)
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well
sch started (haiz)
n all my tuitions r back!!
so tiring everyday
so i slept in class..during history n physics (its so boring!!)

d 1 thing tat freaks me out is when i go tui
i need 2 walk pass by d shops
n d guy in dat particular shop alwiz call me
(more like making stupid sounds)
when i pass by (yeah..i wanna show middle finger)
its so freaking scary for me
haizzzz
wanna set dat shop on fire :X
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anyway~
tis yr is seriously tiring
i need a break!!

last day of 2008

2008-12-31T18:23:00.001+08:00

well

time flies..
n yeah..2day is d last day of 2008 already =S

so...

i decided 2 write a post abt yr 2008

(cz i m lazy 2 post abt all d outings..my china trip n sleepover at sue's) =P

sorting out all d picture taken tis yr

there r soooo mny pic ><

hahaha

these bring back d memories :)

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girl guides-hari bakat kepanduan

=>i wasn't in there cz i didn't join d choir

=>1 of d groups for chinese camp

=>alllll d balloons v hv

2 fill for d

"water balloon battle"

=>i'm d commetee member

for chinese language

society's camp

its nt an ez job bt its fun =)

=> rally 2008

--met Reena,yee leng,jean,jairam,li onn,elaina,

justin,kat.......there

--good job 2 d ushers etc:sue jin n roy

--totally loved d band :)

=>elaina's hand :P

--an art work by me n peng yen :D

ALL MY BIRTHDAY CAKES =)

top>>big bday cake frm siew li,sue jin,lillian,mavis n jamie.thx sooo much =)

left>>2 cakes frm my parents :)

right>>a cake frm Reena.. (hehehehe)

==> Jamie's bday cake frm me,siew li,jean,sue,

lindy,cherly n hui jan

china~

2008-12-05T02:04:00.001+08:00

hey peeps
i gonna be away for 8 days to china =D
hv 2 wake up at 5am ..
nw is 2.06 am!!

miss u all
muakssss
cya when i m bac

*miss me too kay =P
take care pumkin~
lol

dancing 2 my own music

2008-11-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

look..
its ok if u hate me
cz i dun give a damn
its normal cz nt everyone wil like me
especially cz (sometimes) i hurt ppl's feelings

so..
continue hating me
cz its ur choice 2 make ur life miserable n full wif hatred *boring*
at least mine is stil colourful n awesome :)

watever~

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i might quit all my freindster,facebook n my blog
its a maybe..so
anyways take care everyone

break your spell

2008-11-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

things are all in my head right now
things that can't be solve so fast
things that bothers me like a spell

its just
i started 2 feel tired
so tired

somethings just doesn't ment 2 be ours
something that we just need to let go
step out
even if it needs a long time

stepping out is better than keep holding on sometimes

it makes an idiot feels better
it makes an idiot realize about what she is doing
right now
at this moment..
let me go
i'm gonna break the spell

Tagged by Naqib n Reena

2008-10-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

Never see the questions before you arrange the names.
1. Siew Li
2. Reena
3. Naqib
4. Cherly
5. Li Onn

1. How did you meet 1?
in primary sch =]
i've known her for 10 yrs~

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?
9.5? o mayb 10 =]

3. How long have you known 4?
3 yrs n 10 months?..if nt mistaken..haha

4. How do you know number 3?
on9..den delta tuition =D

5. Where’s 5?
in his hse la~

6. A fact about number 1?
vry vry smart n hardworking :)

7. Who is 4 going out with?
hmmmm..i duno..lol

8. What does 1 do for living?
Reena say i work as koperasi girl..lol
den siew li oso la~

9. Would you live with number 3 ?
haha...

10. What do you like about number 2?
she's pretty~kind~funny~lolzzzz

11. Do you miss number 5 ?
err..nt reli..saw him on mon...lol

12. Would you make out with number 4 ?
Do i look like a lesbian?haha

13. What’s your opinion of number 2 ?
kind..pretty..kind again..lol..a vry fun person =D

14. What’s your favorite memory with number 5 ?
i dun think v have any..lol

15.What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out ?
hahahahahahaha..do u 2 wanna go out???i cn arrange d date =P

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
hmmmmmmm...duno wor..4gt

17. Have you ever slept at 2’s house ?
reena~cn i?lol

18. Do you hang out with 3 alot ?
nope~he's bz..lol..sms gt la

9. Who have you known the longest ?
of course is siew li..lolzz..10 yrs leh

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship ?
LOL!!!no comment abt tat

21. How often do you talk to 1 ?
everyday~ =]

22. What about 2 ?
hahahaha..look at her blog den u'll noe
v're at d "hai" stage..haha..bt v talk in tuition

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend ?
he've some1 else..lolzz

24. Would you go out on a date with number 5 ?
wat a quest ==

25. Do you dream about number 4 ?
i think so...lol..

26.What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget ?
errr...v went shopping 2gather?lol..n her mom make me sushi =]

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets ?
i planned a bday outing for her.. hope she rmb XD

28. What’s 3 hobby ?
do his computer stuff?haha
he's good in comp stuff

29. Tag 4 people
-babe
-babey
-babe
-Ashley =D

new skin on my blog :)

2008-10-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

hey yo
sorry tat i didnt update recently
i'm trying 2 find a new skin 2 make my blog looks nice =D
like tis skin?????
hehehe
i certainly likes it

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well
as everyone know..
exam is jz round d corner
so lets "study"~

after 1 whole yr of sleeping in class
n being a slacker
nw gonna start my engine n start flipping through books
bt seriously i dun like any subs

so...
i prefer jz flip through n ignore d details =]
bt then i'll fail
n i dun like it

so..
lets study????

offtopic:
v're having 1 wholeee week of holidays during PMR =D
jealous?
:)

ps~
naqib & reena..i'm gonna do d tag soon =)
wait k

tired of all tis

2008-09-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

its really tiring
i duno wat to say anymore

everytime i tried to smile
u make me cry

everytime i in a good mood
u jz wanna spoil it

is tis wat u cn do?
i dun wan to swear
i dun wan to hate u
i dun wan to confuse myself
i dun wan to lose myself
i dun wan to question u
i just wan to be simple

whats wrong with u?
u can take everything i hv
jz take it
i dun care WTH u wan to do
jz dun make my life worst
its enough already
i m really tired
as though i jz lost myself

i dun wan to shed a tear for u
i think its stupid
bt then
d feeling keep haunting me
wat i should do?
cry everyday?

i m nt like those b*tches
tat cn jz say
"wtf is wrong wif u"
o
"like i care abt u b*tch"
cz i m nt like tat
i care abt u
bt then it makes me lose myself

i duno why
u're breaking my heart

M-U-S-I-C = my life :)

2008-09-01T02:36:00.000+08:00

gosh
i must say
when its not sch days
the thing i do 24/7 must be music!!!

cnt help
haha
music is like evrything i hv?
=]

say this 2
my guitar
- thanks for being with me since F2!!
- i wil take good care of u =]

my phone,which is oso my music player
- ribuan terima kasih =D

addicted 2
Thunder, n songs from secondhand serenade..
this is getting serious
music is my drug!!
*hearts

=D

stay blessed everyone

you

2008-08-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

everything starts badly..
i gt nervous..
n ended up worst..
i duno wat 2 say?
==========================
thanks for comforting
it means a lot

i wil try nt 2 fight v u
haha
it does scares me

cz u r someone important to me

i w-i-s-h

2008-08-16T17:16:00.002+08:00

i wish right nw i cn see a shooting star
i wish i will see it
cz i wanna make a wish

i wish u will say wat
i wish u would say
bt i noe its impossible

i wish
i wish
i wish dat i cn hide tis feelings

i wish i cn be okay
i wish tat i will be fine
i wish

tat i m her..

T-A-G

2008-07-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

listen up~
tis is a lame tag by my babe babey babe ashley
so blame her if it soesnt make sense XD
i dun like tags
tis 1 too =)

here it goes :-
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Tagged by: Babe Babey Babe Ashley

The Golden Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

1. How are you feeling today?
- 7 things- Miley Cyrus
= happy n sad for 7 things dat happened

2. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
- when you're gone- Avril Lavigne
= i'm nt ok if you're gone..

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
- tattoo- Jordin Sparks
= he has a nice tattoo? ==

4. Will you get far in life?
- what hurts the most - Rascal Flats
= what hurts me the most make me go further

5. What do you think about very often?
- The Little Things- Colbie Caillat
= every little thing you did =)

6. What is 2 + 2?
- leaving- Jesse mccartney
= i m leaving the answer blank XD

7. What's your best friend's theme song?
- No one- Alicia keys
= no one cn break our friendship =)

8. What is the story of your life?
- teardrops on my guitar- Taylor Swift
= someone make me hurt so much dat i hug my guitar n cry..lol

9. What is/was your high school like?
- Yesterday- Leona Lewis
= its so yesterday? (i'm nt dat old ==)

10. What is your motto?
- Dream big- David Cook
= dream the impossible n make it happen~!!

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
- welcome to my life - Simple Plan
= there are alwiz a part of my life =)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
- never say goodbye- Jojo
= that v wil never need 2 say goodbye

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Listen- Beyonce
= listen 2 me n u wil noe

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
- Empty- The Click Five
= empty..i wil be totally blank =) (tis is true)

15. Describe your grandparents
- Realize- Colbie Caillat
= i realized hw important they are

16. How's your life going?
- say goodnight- The Click Five
= its late dy n i'm doin tis long tag ==

17. What is your biggest fear?
- there you'll be- Faith Hills
= nth .. cz u are alwiz there for me

18. What will be played at your funeral?
- say (all i need) - One Republic
= say everything u think abt me then ==

19. What is your hobby/interest?
- when you look me in the eyes- The Jonas Brothers
= look at u n see u looking bac at my eyes..LOL

20. Will you have a happy life?
- because of you - Kelly Clarkson
= it will..because of u

21. What do your friends really think of you?
- i'm Yours- Jason Mraz
= i m theirs??

22. Do people secretly lust after you?
- bye bye - Mariah Carey
= that explains everything XD

23. How can you make yourself happy?
- when i'm with you- Faber Drive
= when i'm wif u ^^

24. Will you ever have children?
- baby love-Nichole Scherzinger
= if i love babies?

25. What song would you strip to?
- someone's watching over me- Hilary Duff
= ...

26. What does your mom think of you?
- Too little too late- Jojo
= its too late 2 regret?lolz

27. What do you think of your parents?
- falling for you- simple plan
= i love them =D

28. What is your deep, dark secret?
- Torn-Natalie Imbruglia
= i m torn inside..

29. What is your enemy's theme song?
- Shadow of the day- Linkin Park
= i make their life dark wif my shadows..haha

30. What will you dance to at your wedding?
- The best damn thing- Avril Lavigne
= i'm the best damn thing in the world!! =D

*i tag
1. u
2. u
3. u
4. u
5. u
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yeah
i fin tis damn long tag dy..lolz
okay
its fun though..lolz

+ Stay blessed everyone =)

take care

2008-06-16T18:58:00.002+08:00

take care
my dear friend

thank you
my dear friends

muaksss
plz do take care alwiz
treat urself n others nicely
appreciate everyone
cz they are treasures in ur life

bleeding

2008-06-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

when i reli sad
n
need someone
i finally realize
there is no one there for me

its ok
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miss u ashley
miss u sue
miss u gg mummy

thanks for some of your caring
i wil try
2 make it right
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if u would understand
if you would listen

停止

2008-05-31T02:01:00.001+08:00

现在..
既然已经察觉到

那么..
停止就是最好的方法
不是吗

always be my baby

2008-05-26T02:53:00.000+08:00

Always Be My Baby-David Cook

We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be
you want to be free, yeah

So I'm letting you fly'cause
I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, '
cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way,
you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,
'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably,
You'll be back again'
Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling,
'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,
'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder,
oh,
ohI know that you'll be right back, baby

Oh baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling,
'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,
'cause you'll always be my,
my baby (You'll always be a part of me)
You will always be(I'm part of you indefinitely)
(Girl, don't you know you can't escape me)Ooh darling,
'cause you'll always be my baby(And we'll linger on)
We will linger on(Time can't erase a feeling this strong)
No way, you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby)
Always be my baby...

David cook!!! <3

2008-05-24T02:04:00.000+08:00

ok ok

this should be Thursday's post~

bt then..hu cares rite~

here goes

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DAVID COOK WON!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!

DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG

OMG!!!!

i m soooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(ops..sorry 4gt 2 say it's a crazy post of mine)

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so i brought my hp 2 skul on thursday

n suddenly my dear sue jin sms

"i m so sad..david cook won"

then i goes "YEY!!!" XD

so i went n told Reena~

she is sad..

oww

she n katrina joan is a fan of archuleta~

so..

turn 2 me n jeanette!!

we did d longest ever cheer for our

DAVID COOK aka AMERICAN IDOL~

wahahahahahahahahahaha

well.Reena dun sad larh~

dey both did well though

bt then..

YEY!!!

DAVID COOK!!!! =]

AMERICAN IDOL:DAVID COOK!!

love him XD

bitches bitching in action =D

2008-05-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

listen bitches~
tis is for u??
no way!!
who cares abt u?
haha
anyway thanks for giving me idea 2 post a blog
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so..
me n my syg (Cherly)went 2 tuition
bitches..dun think i m talking abt u~
i didnt mention ur name
so if u feel it..
i dun care =D

cn u all stop bitching abt other ppl?
get a life la!!!
n stop looking at us like 1 kind!!
u all nvr see human b4 izzit??
hv 2 look so mny times izzit?
o u think we r attractive?
haha
v r nt les la~
so sorry
find another bitch like u
n u both n share ur interest

anyway
do u noe dat talking bad abt ppl wil make u look ugly?
wait!!
u DO look ugly already
pity la

me n my syg bo song u all edi!!
we r jz being patient 2wards u all
so stop bitching o staring at us!!
if u wan play hard
i cn play with u

bt hope u dun cry =D
i m trying 2 be kind
haha
at least i m =)

gives back..donate

2008-04-12T15:39:00.001+08:00

its been such a long week
the exam-week >< color="#ffffcc">S-I-C-K!!
i mean..really sick
flu..cough..sore throat..headache..
grrrrrr
bt at least the freaking exams are over =)
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sorry for the late updates babes
tis wil be a long one =D

i hv changed my blog songs if u realized
its a korean song by J
vry sad n nice song =)
i m nt being emo, ppl ==

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nw..
to the important thing

yesterday i watch the "idol-gives-back" show
n its reli a sad ones when you saw all of d children there
most of them died cz of AIDS o Malaria =/
they r reli poor n needs ppl 2 help them
d most sad one is d story of a big bro (15yr old)
tat hv 2 take care of a few of his younger bro
bt their parents died..n he reli needs help
its so pityful when u look at his face o his eyes
he reli wanted 2 cry out at tat moment TT
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then
d tv showed a reli meaningful song by daughtry
d lyrics is smth like tis ::....

before its too late..
why not nw?
why nt 2day?

its d way daughtry is tying 2 ask ppl 2 donate
before its too late n even 1 dolar cn save a children

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well rich ppl outside there
u r rich..i noe u wan evry ppl 2 noe dat

bt
when u bz showing off ur money
a children died bcz lack of money
when u bz showing off ur exp phone
a children died bcz no food
when u bz showing hw "genorous" u r
a children is fighting 2 live

so since u so rich
n so bz showing off ur money
y nt u donate n
help a children?
help d poor n old?

before its too late..why not nw?y nt 2day?
+ God bless+

:::...wen...:::

care && love

2008-03-16T02:57:00.001+08:00

those that say
i love you
i care for you
i will not leave you
everyday
will not always be true..

those that really cares
will
borrow you their shoulder when you need one
support you when you fall
stay with you when you are lost
hug you when you cry
and you does not need to tell them..

in silence
they show thier love and care
without your notice
they treat you sincerely and support you

do not forget them
do not take them for granted
love them as how they love you

have you found those that really treat you sincerely?
have you treat them how good as they treat you?
have you found someone that you are willing to treat them 100% full hearted?

...................................+ [J] W3n+.................................

be myself?

2008-03-11T01:22:00.001+08:00

you said to me..
that i should be who i am..
cause the 1 who cares doesnt matter..
and the 1 who matters doesnt care..

but look at what happened to us..
i gt nth to say..
i was wrong for being me for jz a few minutes..
i dont want 2 be me anymore..
i just want u back..

maybe i was trying too hard..
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Tried to take a picture of love
Didn't think I'd miss her that much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter in ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If we should be getting under these sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
Oh oh
Oh oh
Ooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
We're empty
We're empty

will everything be ok?

2008-03-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

u said everything is ok..
u said tat u understand..
u made me cried whole day..
u made me cry like an idiot in my tuition..
u said tat its my fault..den
u say its ur fault..

i dun care hu's fault..
bt i sense hw different u treat me right nw..
i m nt perfect..
i hv tried..
i tried 2 change..
bt u didnt care..
y nt u reply me?

its ok..
if u leave me..
its nt d 1st time i ever feel so..
empty..

n i noe
everythng is nt ok..
nothing is alright..
u dun understand me..

leave me alone..

what a week~

2008-02-24T02:21:00.005+08:00

prepare my friends..
this will be a very long post..
it tells u about this whole week~

M-O-N-D-A-Y
well..
2day is d 1st day of exam!!
1st monthly test..
n we hv BM,EST and maths..
well..
its boring so..skip skip skip~
its maths exam..
n we hv 2 section..objective n subjective~
as u all noe..
subjective u hv 2 do calculations by ur own rite??
bt wth!!
d tch gv us subjective questions wif decimal point in calculations!!
cumon!!its paper 2!!
as evryone noe..
v cnt use claculator 2 do paper 2..
bt its monthly exam so evryone used calculator..
except me!!
n i calculated until so blur!!
finish exam oni i noe..
i m d only 1 so honest..
*lesson learnt:dun be honest in exams..MONTHLY EXAM~

T-U-E-S-D-A-Y
olmost everyone is excited 2day cz PMR all A's students r goin 2 KISAS!!
v cn gt RM200!!
wahahaha..
bt stil v hv 2 sit for english n bio exam =/
skip skip skip~
well~
v prepare 2 go KISAS~
n v hv 2 wear tie!!
prefect tie!!d red wan!!
red + blue = DISASTER!!
katrina joan n choi may r smart!~
dey borrowed tie frm class monitor..
tat hv a blue tie~
i wanted 2 borrow..bt lazy~
lolz!!
i was in d 1st bus n its so boring!!
d bus driver duno put wat music..
every song sucks~
n i cnt hear my fon song..cz he on d volume
DAMN loud!!!!!!
n our bus is seriously quiet..
i think d 2nd bus wil be so much nicer~
cherly,katrina joan,lindy,peng yen n most of dem r in dat bus!!
i was bored =/
when v reach KISAS~
v take our sits n go eat!!
i was so hungry..
bt when i opened d rice box..
no appetide =/
dey even put raisins n damn hard meat inside d rice!!
worst thing..
i saw mny black black dots inside tat so called rice~
1 weird thingy..
d duno wat newspaper reporter wanted 2 take picture~
i m sitting at d 1st row of students~
so me n my friends dwn 2 show our face~
bt he stil dwn go away!!
OMG!!
so at last v cnt stand him n jz let him snap his photo n go away~
haha..
its boring throughout d whole speech thingy~
bt when v hv a chance 2 take money~
woots!!so happy!!!!!
d best part!!
my friend say d KISAS thingy is on tv!!
NTV7 news!!
n my friends saw me on tv~
lol!!
bt too bad i oni saw myself for awhile~
cz i m nt paying attantion on d tv..lolz!!
was sms-ing Jean tat time~
its so unfair tat xin zhi cn be on tv for such a long time!!
argh!!unfair!!!! XD
*lesson learnt: if u wan 2 be on tv..y nt jz tell d person tat records it to put u in? lolz~

W-E-D-N-E-S-D-A-Y
2day v hv exams~
oh so sad =/
i went 2 delta afternoon tuition for add math~
so boring!!
afternoon class is so quiet..
unlike nite class~
n poor reena say she sit alone in d nite class..
dun sad reena~
tis week i go nite class =)
bt seriously..
i dun understand wat tch teaching..
so blur @.@
sumore 2ml gt exam!!
i didnt reli study..
*lesson learnt: dun go tuition when 2ml gt test

T-H-U-R-S-D-A-Y
we hv sooo though exam 2day!!
add math,sejarah,physic..
n i was half sleeping XD
so damn hard until evryone was copying answers~
anyway~
its monthly exam ma..
as long no fail..
its good dy~
for me la XD
*lesson learnt: its ok 2 copy..when u cnt answer even a question =P

F-R-I-D-A-Y
exams r finally over!!!!!!
2day so few ppl go sch leh..
sooooo boring!!
n so v hv physics class..
our physic tch..
pn sithira..
she is so.........
argh!!
b4 d exam..
she gave us 4 formulae n ask us 2 memorize..
den say"dun ask me why"
helo????????
most of my class students r blur throughout her lesson..
n she say "u all cn answer such an ez quest rite?"
almost all d students were blur n chatting..
cz v dun understand!!~
i hope i dun fail my physics =/
*lesson learnt: dun ask a tch y n how 2 use a formula..she cnt explain =.="

S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y
2day i hv 2 wake up early for gotong-royong~
n so i reach n den gt assembly~
as usual..
en rasul wil keep on talk talk n talk~
until more than 45 mins den oni he feel better n stopped =.="
i duno y he alwiz use an amplifier even if d students r jz infrnt of him~
he keep ask ppl 2 do work..
n he keep talking n talking~
i clean d things in alam sekitar~
seriously d recycle bin is so smelly!!
it is recycle bin la ppl!!
dun throw rubbish inside!!
if u ever understand english!!
recycle bin is meant for rubbish!!
nt for drinks o even present o lighter!!!
n there is a big bundle of test papers there..
so wasting la~
if u were there..
u will noe =)
rui wen mummy so semangat-ed!!
she actually swept d sand~
n it looked clean aft tat~
haha
ohyea!!
cherly said she dun understand my previous post..
anyone dun understand too?
tell me o leave me a tag in my chatbox plz..
tq
*lesson learnt: save d trees!!no exams!!

let me make this clear

2008-02-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

firstly thanks for d valentines dedication my friends =)
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life is getting worst day by day..
i dont know how 2 explain..
but still..
its making me feel more depressed day by day..
guess what?
next week monday is exam..
and i havent even touch a single subject!!

and nowadays i dont know wth is wrong with me..
i started using valgur language!!
what the fuck?
bitch..
watever comes 2 my mind..
i jz scold it out..

so people dat make me feel depressed..
let me tell u something!!
dont judge me by wat i didnt yesterday o today o tomorrow!!
dont act like u know me well!!
n let me make u clear about this..
i dont care wat u wanna bitch about me behind my back..
bt if u wanna know me just bcz i m watever's daughter..
let me make this clear..
i dun gv a damn..
u wanna know me?
learn up my name!!
dun telling others u wan know me cz my dad is bla bla bla..
u hv a problem with me?
just come n tell me..
dun bitch about me behind my back!!

if u dont like me..
den jz close tis window!!
i dont gv a damn!!

good news~
i m gonna get RM200 cz i gt all a~
woots~
next tuesday~!!

new blog skins~again =)

2008-02-11T03:02:00.001+08:00

changed new blogskin again~
haha..
nice?
tis skin is vry ez 2 edit~
bt i used almost a few hours 2 finish edit it..
it has navigations~

1 - blog post
2 - abt me~
3 - tag board
4 - links & archives

tis skin is definately nice!!
jz dat it dont hv space for music ==
so i hv 2 think hw 2 do it..

i hv sooooooo mny homework 2 do!!
n 2ml stil gt tuition!!
kill me!!!!!!!!!!
STRESSED!!!

marching~

2008-02-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

tis week so weird la..
any1 knows a guy in our skul..
tat cn speak chinese?
duno hu is dat la..
asking me weird questions ==
n i was so blur..
i cn understand english n BM wan u noe..
dun speak 2 me chinese..
when u cnt speak well..
cz i reli dun understand ==

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after 2 weeks of marching practice~
woots~
2day is sports day~~

luckily tis yr its a windy day~
aint like every year sukan which is soooooo hot day~
n when v were standing n wait for our turn..
oh gosh~
it rained!!
n v hv 2 stand under d rain..
> semangat-ed <
haha..

all d groups march so well~
eventhough pandu puteri didnt win d competition..
at least v r nt d last wan ma ^^
v gt fourth out of 8 pasukan beruniform~

well..
at least nxt week i wont b so bz already..
i mean..hope so~

------------------------------------------------
chinese new year is round d corner!!
dong dong dong chiang~
dong dong dong chiang~
dong dong dong chiang~
dong chiang ~
dong dong chiang~

happy chinese new year~

gambate~

2008-01-27T17:24:00.000+08:00

my blog is totally suitable for everyone~
wahahaha..
tis is proven~!!

well..
2ml is monday n so good luck for everyone~
n to rui wen mummy~
gambate ba~
go girl guides!!
v cn do it~
drink more water everyone~

to mummy~
i wil angry cz i care abt u ma..
if i dun care den i wont ask..
so mz take care orh!!!!!!!!!

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Care more than others think wise,
risk more than others think safe,
dream more than others thinks practical,
expect more than others think possible..

*quote tis frm sum1 vry famous' blog~
haha~

argh!!

2008-01-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

sori for d late post~
kinda bz tis few weeks..
bz for marching tuition n tons of homework~!!
n most importantly no mood 2 write~
duno y..kinda emo tis few days..

so depresed wif d activities..
cz ping pong n POL crush d same day n time~
so mz find another sports..
bt i dun even noe wat i cn play..
badminton is so boring..
i m totally noob in chess..
no more bowling..
i dun play football o takraw~
so WTH i cn join???
grrr...

marching is lyk so damn tiring..
cz v aint good in marching~
plus many supa lazy fella~
all make things worst oni!!

all my tuition work..
school work..
theory work..
practical work..
all types of probs..
ARGH!!!!!!!
so damn frustrated!!

until den..
take care my friends..
n thanks 2 d loyal readers~
God bless

change?

2008-01-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

ppl change..
for d better?o worst?
nothing last forever..
n so nothing i shall be?

tired..

yey!!!!

2008-01-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

huhuhu~~~~~~
so happy nerh~
gt fahrenheit new album dy~~~~~
lalalalalala~~~~

TiAmo..
arron's new song in fahrenheit's new album!!
supa nice~

n jz created a new chinese blog~
click here to see~

1st week of sch 2008!!

2008-01-05T01:55:00.000+08:00

school reopen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been 1 week..
for exact its 2 days we go school~
n omg!!
its so damn boring!!
whole day in dewan makan~
listen all d ceramah =.="
imagine wey!!
i almost slept..
cz i was tired..n d cermah is indeed boring~

worst part..
2day in assembly..
tch say our normal sch day wil end later!!
end ard 1.40 pm!!!
wth!!!!!!!!!!
y us?
y form 4??????!!!!!
grrrrrr
monday is worst..end ard 2.10pm!!!
i gt 2 tuition aft dat wey!!
i need 2 eat!!!!!!!!

gosh..
worst ever..
rumah sukan~
YEAH!!
d practise is on monday!!
wth!!
i gt 2 tuition..
late off frm sch..
den nw sumore gt practise??
OMG!!!
KILL ME!!
stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

most heart breaking..
fahrenheit album should be out 2day (4th jan)
bt speedy havent call me!!
they should be calling when they hv d album..
bt they didnt call!!

conclusion~
tis is indeed a supa worst year ever!!
so mny bad things happen in 1 day!!
haih~

happy 2008!!

2008-01-01T02:58:00.000+08:00

~~last day of 2007~~~
actaully nw its already 2008~
so..
happy new year~~~~~~~

went JJ 2 countdown~
n wow!!so high!!
shout lyk mad wey~
faizal..suki..jaclyn victor~
den its nicholas teo~~

although it sounds stupid..
i jz wanna write it here~ XD
nicholas teo waved 2 me!!
its true..
i was standing in d 1st row~
eventhough he might nt see my face..
bt i waved 2 him n he waved back!!
so happy n high XD
woot woot!!

* tis make sense ok..
he is nt singing tat time..
he is standing there for countdown~
so he waved to me la!! ^^

happy 2008~~
may all ur wishes come true~
God bless

2007-12-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!

PMR results~
woot woot~
straight A's man!!

i m so hapi~~
wahahahahaha~~~~~~
oh yes!!
IT IS SO HAPPY~~~~~~~

guess wat!!
STAR skul is d top 3 school in klang wey!!
b proud!!
all d form 3's tis yr!!!!

心窝

2007-12-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

arron so cute~~~~~~~
love arron forever~

sorry~

2007-12-25T02:21:00.000+08:00

well..

i am sorry for d rudeness in d previous post~

Ashley say it isnt good 2 write so~

well~

kays den~

no more ~~f*ck~~ word XD

wow..

2day is christmas~

wish everyone merry christmas~

God bless

went shopping wif cherly n siew li n lillian~

spend alot of money~

spend more on camwhoring..

well~

its nt my idea at 1st~

its cherly's idea~

bt i do enjoy ^^v

huhu~

mny pics r taken~~~

woot woot ~

merry christmas again~

jingle bell~

jingle all d way~

27th!~

2007-12-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

officially i would say dat i hv finished edit d skin~
haha..
all d links r done~
even d arron's pic is done XD

well~
currently i was happy cz my fon jz works so well XD
like my fon nw..
its doesnt hv 2 b a slide wanz.haha

worst part~
27th of dec is cuming!!
if u wonder wat a big deal is dat~
its d day the ~~scary,tiring,crazy,nt fun at all~~ PMR results are cuming out!!
argh!!
its so scary!!

and d holidays r gonna end soon.. =/

sadly..
since i keep talk abt arron n posting his pics everywhere (yeah)
ppl started 2 like him too =/
nt lyk i nt happy..
mayb i m jz jealous (owwwww)

love arron cz he is talented kay?
dun jz lyk him cz of his looks..
if u jz lyk his looks..
den jz fuck off
and dun ever say u like arron!!
(sorry for being rude)

new skin~

2007-12-23T03:25:00.000+08:00

yey~
new skin~

change my blog skin dy~~~~~
woot woot~
i spent a few hours to edit all d stuff~
nice??
hahaz..

naqib alwiz say my blog is emo..
even i changed my skin..
dun care lah XD
bt anyway~
thanks for d help naqib =)

2007-12-09T03:25:00.000+08:00

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
who cares for you

If you're feeling sad
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you
what real love can do ..

=============================
sadness make me painful..
lonely fills me inside out
cuts n tears written my whole life..

where'd you go?
i miss you so..

i m not perfect enough for u

lost

2007-12-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

so lost..
depressed..

i realised tat i 'hv hurt so mny ppl..
i made ppl jealous..
made ppl feel lonely..
made ppl feel hurt..
who am i?
i wish i could just leave..

==============================
当世界..
不知不觉的变了..
有时候..
我怀念以前的我..
==============================
how are you lately?

faker!!

2007-12-03T03:03:00.000+08:00

ok!!
i m so done with you..
what's wrong with u?
u think u pretty not enuf izzit?

u stupid faker!!
i just hope tat u can f*ck off!!
u r making my life ~~more than~~worst!!

if b**ch dun understand english..
i hope she understand korean!!
wtf..

i already bad mood cz i can't see d special person dy!!
so wats d problem with u!!
f*ck off!!

i was pissed off..
sorry everyone..
n thanks 2 rui wen mummy..
my syg cherly n bestie naqib..
teaching me d word bi**ch
haha..thank you all~~~
muaks~~~~~

i miss ginga mummy~
she in US nw..
14 hrs different of time..
bt i stil love u mummy..
and i hope lindy jie can be happy..
n i hope ling wil b safe 2ml..

God bless u all <3
====================================
miss u lately..

sakurairo maukoro

2007-12-01T03:13:00.000+08:00

Sakurairo Maukoro
is a very nice song
sang by Mika Nakashima..

if u ever heard of this song..
its really nice..
and can feel the feelings of this song..

this song is recommended by lindy jie~
its really a nice song..
=================================================
When the cherryblossom colors flutter, I’m alone
Standing exhausted, I can’t cut off these feelings bottled up inside
When the color of new leaves shake, feelings overflow
I lost sight of everything and drifted towards you

The trees around us told us in silence
That we would both see
People don’t have to be limited to one place
When the withering leaves change color, I am next to you
And as the passing days fade, our love changes
But please, let these trees
Protect these feelings
Silently rustling your leaves above us
Just one more time..

Before long, the seasons will pass
And we will be taken somewhere else
But right now, there’s only one thing I know
Embrace me, silently

Covered by the snow, the feelings get lost
The footprints vanish, sounds disappear in vain
But please, let these trees
Protect these feelings
So that, frozen in eternity
We may live on here
The trees around us told us in silence
That we would both see
People don’t have to be limited to one place
When the cherryblossom colors flutter, I’m alone
Savoring my thoughts of you..
==================================================

make me cry..

mummy..

2007-11-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

today gg mummy go US..
d flight is 1 AM..
i cant see her for the last time..
bt she got call me...

i tried not to cry..
but still i cried..
but when i think about her studies..
its good..
so i hope she will take good care =)

i love u gg mummy~
and thanks for calling me..
must take good care orh..
now US is winter leh..
sure very cold..
mz wear more clothes ..

i hear your voice oso like wanna cry dy..
dont worry kay..
jing wen daughter will take care herself wan..
jing wen will be strong..
so mummy oso must gambate!!

all the best and God bless..
mummy =)
i wont forget you..
i will alwiz remember mummy..

mummy..must gambate!!
jing wen also wil gambate!!

================================================

mummy..
i wait you orh ..
gambate..

sometimes

2007-11-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes..
i just hope that someone will listen to me..
bt at times..
i'm just too hard to say out everything in my heart..

its ok if i continue like this..
no one actually cares..
jz put on a smile and they will forget everything..

sometimes i'm just tired being not me..
i dont have a choice..
cz i cant find the real me anymore..

pretending..
makes me lose myself..
as long as they happy??
i wonder when can i be selfish..

but then..
i hope jing wen will come back soon..
the smile can't last forever..
tired to pretend..

i'm just trying my best..

where is the real me?
i am searching..

回忆..

2007-11-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

最近都很没有心情..

已经很多个晚上睡不着了..

心情很闷..

如果在这世界..

人和人不会遇到..

就不会有回忆..

没有回忆..

分开后就不会痛..

也不会懂心可以多痛..

周杰伦的歌..

有一句..

再给我两分钟..

让我把记忆结成冰..

如果可以在两分钟..

把记忆冻结..

就不会有流不完的泪了..

*今天是炎亞綸..阿布..吴庚霖生日..生日快乐~

faker

2007-11-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

okay nw..

i m pissed off dy..

y can't d ~~stupid faker~~ hv her own style?

can i beg you to hv your own style and stop copyin others?!
no matter how pretty you are..
have your own style la miss~!!

you can never be me~!!

liF3 is gOoD~! g3t a liF3~!

别离

2007-11-07T02:52:00.000+08:00

如果人是在别离中成长..
那分离..
应该也是一件好事..
应该放下的..
就得放下..

要坚强..

Life..

2007-11-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

..lessons in life..
............................................................................................
well in life.. no one cn alwiz be together..
i mean u cnt nvr be wif a person till death..
evryone hv their own way..
evryone hv theirdreams..their way 2 go..

when our close partners is leavin..
v may be sad.. ~~but~~

=====================================
ashley say tat
i know it's hard to be happy when they're gone. but look at it this way. they'll going to get something better and you should be happy for them. they can always come back..
but they can never turn back time..so if you let them leave unhappy then that will be their memory on the last day with you..
=========================================

no one wants dat..

evryone hope tat their friends will alwiz b hapi..
my friends tat r goin 2 study in US..australia..n in another skul..
hope u all will b hapi there..
keep in touch so i wont miss u all till death..haha
Ginga mummy..Ashley..Lillian.. take care alwiz.. =)

~all d best n God bless~

*appreciate every moment you have with evryone u know..
don't wait until its too late..

~在失去以前..要珍惜一切..别等到失去以后才来后悔..
太迟了..
..人生无不散之宴席..带着我的祝福..
愿你们开开心心每一天..

= love..all my friend =

晴天娃娃

2007-10-30T03:00:00.000+08:00

= 晴天娃娃 =

我的天空静静的在下雨
我最爱的你去哪里
我望着窗外第60个是个雨季
不让你带走好天气

我要美丽的爱情
挂在屋檐等放晴
我要停止在别离
不在让谁触动我的心

快乐那么不容易
我要丢掉陈旧的日记
今天要新的定义
我看到晴天娃娃的表情
我的爱有了新剧情

我的世界悄悄的在放晴
慢打开窗户透透气
我忘了经过多少冬季
你已经离开我的心

我要美丽的爱情挂在屋檐等放晴
我要停止在别离
不在让谁触动我的心

快乐那么不容易
我要丢掉陈旧的日记
今天要新的定义
我看到晴天娃娃的表情
我的爱有了新剧情

阳光会绽放为爱相信的雨滴
心情的陶美会因为我拥有回忆

我要美丽的爱情挂在屋檐等放晴
我要停止在别离
不在让谁触动我的心

快乐那么不容易
我要丢掉陈旧的日记
今天要新的定义
我看到晴天娃娃的表情
我的爱有了新剧情
我的爱挂上了好心情

听了这首歌..
感觉..
舒服多了..
真的很好听哦~

最近还不错..
但似乎有很多人觉得我傻傻的..
今天就有3个人这样说了..

真的..
我真的很傻..

平行线。。

2007-10-17T02:32:00.000+08:00

你就这样..

继续往前走..

而我..

就这样的..

继续..

看着你的背影..

每次都期待着你回头..

看看我..

就着样..

看着你..

一步一步的往前走..

如果我努力的..

跟随在你背后..

期待着你偶然的回头..

然后..

再继续..

尾随着你的脚步..

也许..

你也看不见我吧..

这么努力..

最后又换来什么??

两条平行线..

永远..

都不会有交叉点..

不管我多么的努力..

愿意不爱你..

2007-10-14T02:30:00.000+08:00

炎亚纶-愿意不爱你

十字街道做背景
寒风当道具
气氛闷的就像要下雨
我在等回忆光临

记忆中那场相遇还如此清晰
怎么转眼就面对分离
温馨片段没整理已经来不及
你说有我暖过的手心
现在贴着别的心

深情像片碎玻璃
散落在眼底
闪着晶莹却也痛了自己

我愿意不爱你
因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余

我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭
不需要痊愈

快乐点滴没整理
已经来不及
你说属于我们的回忆
你都不能够继续

再见说得那么轻
就好像空气
可是为什么我无法呼吸

我愿意不爱你
以后所有快乐都涂上凄美记忆

我愿意不爱你
从此就将回忆点滴直接注射在心里

我愿意不爱你
因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余

我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭
不需要痊愈

我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭

不需要痊愈...

#* change my blog skin liao..haha..thanks 2 my si fu~~lolz
arigato~

第二次..

2007-10-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

这是我第二个部落格哦~

第一个..因为某种理由..
删除了..

但这里大多数是
中文的..
还请多多见谅~~!!